This is Bistek al la Mexicana a common dish found many places. There are several places I get this some better than others but all real decent! Kind of a tomato based sauce with generally pretty tender pieces of beef and a fair amount of it. The rice is pretty generic but the frijoles can be something else. This also includes as many fresh made in front of you tortillas you want and brought to you with a smile. Something like this costs around 50-60 pesos or $3. The squeezed as you watch orange juice is 20 and brings the price up a bit but worth it. Nothing in the States I've ever had compares to this not even close plus it'll cost 7-10 smacks. I don't know what I'm going to eat when I return. It will be an adjustment as I do this so much that is go into Puerto Vallarta on the south side and have me a excellent lunch with "real" Mexican food not the slop I get back there. I do not plan on eating out much at all only at maybe three select places. Pricey yes but worth it because it's so good. I threw away so much money last summer eating way overpriced shitty food. Several times the food got thrown away as well. The whole of Mexico is an eating machine I tell you. I'm gonna miss this.

I feel good and and think the higher temps and humidity contributes to that. It's the same every time. After a month or two you realize and say " Hey I feel pretty damn good!"

Just as important I believe the food made fresh with wholesome fresh ingredients as well contributes to that. Get off the bus in town the food smells everywhere make me hungry just like that.



So Dusty makes this post about having to put down one of her cats. It was sad. OTC wrote about Riverbend and the fact it had been two years since she had posted anything.

A friend comments on a Buick driven by an elderly person taking the lives of two of his friends who were on a motorcycle.

A friend I will see this weekend told me he was going to say goodbye to a longtime friend of his who is dying of cancer.

Rude Kitty
has been explaining about the people who are on the other side and just how fucked up they are in simple and easy to understand terms even one of those dumb fuckers could understand.

So what's this got to do with anything? Who knows this might be a stretch but here goes and I'm going to try to be half ass decent about it. It will be difficult.

Say you were one of those other people who choose to believe other things than I do and we all know who you are and I read a similar story about you having to put down a cat. I feel bad about the cat but you can go fuck yourself because it couldn't have happened to a nicer guy. That's just kind of the way I feel.

So why is there sadness with Dusty's cat story and not yours? It's easy and it goes to the root of why we are right and you dumb fucks on the other side are just that dumb fucks.

I know for a fact that Dusty, myself, rude kitty and every other blogger, progressive or person from the left actually care about other life rather than just pet life. We actually put a value on human life. Like the ones lost just by accident alone in the three wars we are in at this time. You know the innocents-oh that's right you wouldn't know that because you're a dumb fucker and just real damn proud of it too.

Something else too inbred. I don't know how many but it seems to me a fairly substantial number of bloggers that I read turn out to be atheists. Imagine fucking that! Can you spell hypocrisy? Oh sorry that's right you're not too good at that are you?

Your stupidity allows you to be led by the nose of the corporate whore media given credibility when the truth of the matter your opinion has as much merit as a dried up Limbaugh turd.

I care more about friends who think like me than the others. That sounds so bad but when the stupid -the bat shit crazy-the jeebus crazy are factored in this becomes something other and I think it human nature for some and that includes me to back far away from these people. This is driving our country apart but I want nothing to do with them.


  1. I have often read how families get torn apart during civil wars, particularly the American Civil War, because it was so well documented, printing presses were a weapon, photography was making its debut in a major conflict and 100s of letters still survive. Communities fell apart, brother against brother, cousin against cousin, was commonplace. It appears that your feelings for kindred souls and kindred causes, are old feelings, that echo through the years.

  2. Nicely said my friend.

    They do not value life unless it is still in the Uterus.After that, yer on yer own.
    Fuck them.

  3. I was raised to value human emotion, the heart over the brain so to speak, above all else. The best example of this would be the emphasis of ending the Viet Nam war and continuing the Great Society programs at the expense of putting A Man On The Moon. Nixon did the opposite, and was re-elected by 20% over McGovern, who emphasized what is now called "the moral imperative." As I've grown older it becomes more obvious to me everyday that you cannot have everything, even in America, so it's better to have the heart lead the brain in these matters. Just as old men and women, at the end of life, testify to the need to spend more time pursuing friendship and less time chasing fortune, we don't get to have everything. Our choice is personal but for my money I would rather put my efforts into community and peace instead of agression, war and individual supremacy. In political terms I want, actually demand, that a rising tide raises all ships. If it doesn't then I have no problem with any positive action that changes and overturns the status quo. I also much prefer the company of cats over dogs, Progressives over Dems and Repugs, baseball over football and summer over winter.

  4. Several of my immediate family members are right of the center..one in particular is off the charts AND a bible-thumping jerkwad to boot.

    It's very hard to connect with the bible-thumper, so I have decided not to include him in my life.

    My other sibling who is barely right of the center, asks me legitimate questions on why I feel the way I do about things and many times I have convinced her to change her pov, based on the argument I make and the facts I include.

    So I don't know where I am going with this comment but I do know that it is very hard to deal with someone who refuses to see the forest for the trees, like my bible-thumping brother..who btw had a massive crack habit a decade ago and I tried my best to help him get it together. Now he has the audacity to put me down merely because of my belief system being different from his.

    Fuck that sumbitch..twice even.

  5. Funny that Holte mentioned the Civil War. Maybe what needs to be done is to give the South to the fuckwit inbred cretins so they can inbreed in stupidity for the rest of their short miserable lives (short and miserable because of course they are utter failures as human beings and no fucking way could they run their own shit without devolving into a third-world hellhole like most of Africa). We'll keep New Orleans, Austin, and the Florida Keys, and give them Idaho. We'll also let everybody who's a fuckwit move to that new country without a visa, and vice-versa (if you're not a fuckwit you can come here just fine, but we'll deport your dimwit ass if you start being an asshole). That's a fair trade, right?

    This pairup has some irreconcilable differences. Time for a divorce, this kitty thinks.

  6. Thanks for the thoughts guys. It's clear I'm not the only one who feels alienated. People I've known for some time fall in that category when they choose the dark side. I have a lot of patience I really do but when it comes to fucktards,fuckwits,inbreds,simple bastards,any kind of nutter,just plain assholes,or whatever patience is about the size of red ants pecker on a cold day.